guess what, i told aly that i would blog. and she waited and waited really patiently and finally said, "tell me when you have blogged." and i went, "OH SHIT! i forgot to blog!" hahaha :D i was too caught up in fanfiction. gosh im going crazy about it. i basically spent the whole day trying to absorb chem, though i dont think that i've been very productive.
yknow, one question on boiling points, BREAK: read the papers. one question on atomic structures, shit! i dont know how to do. go check textbook. ah! i lost my textbook. after a long search, i find it and get carried away doing this periodic table crossword puzzle i found in the textbook. then, i'd circle that question, make a mental note to ask aly the mole concept queen, plug on my headset, and dilligently attempt a few more questions. then.. i get tired. was studying on my bed. so i conveniently fell asleep. i got rather pissed when i woke up, wrote some SLIGHTLY emo poetry (okay, it was a rather long one), and decided to give up on chem for today. and i proceeded to study lit. which was, of course, far less taxing. and i made a nice discovery- Mrs Sun has a linked brain! hahaha! (mrs sun is lindo's mother) mmn, but i think im getting rather emo lately. hahaha! maybe not. cos emo people dont go "hahaha!" when they blog. but i actually cried when i read "Scar" from The Joy Luck Club today! especially when an mei's mother died.. aww. but it WAS sad lah. maybe it;s because im getting cranky from lack of sleep. i've either been up studying/reading fanfics/chatting online/studying these few nights. and when i finally get down to sleep, i totally cant sleep. cos i just lie there thinking and thinking. about totally random stuff. i think it's weird! i can lie on my extra comfy bed thinking for 3 hours straight without sleeping; thinking about past happenings, what people say and what they really mean, trying to make inferences from people's behaviour, or random things that happened in school, or suddenly i'll turn on my phone to type should any sort of inspiration strike me. and this involves poems, short passages and yes, blog posts. :D though sometimes i choose not to post these stuff up. and OH. because i think of totally random stuff, i can burst out laughing really suddenly. i pity my sister who sleeps next to me. haha! sometimes i even wake her up if i think of something that i really have to tell someone. now you all know why i fall asleep so often in school. :D

hmm. and because i have this gift of spacing out and being lost in my own world, i suffer during listening comprehensions. a good example would be during the jap finals.
look at this mental exchange between me and the radio.
radio: starts reading the passage once.
me: (halfway through) OH shit. you just start without me?!

and i had to wait for the second reading. :D

argh.
maybe i should just give up on mole concept. and try to memorize definitions and anything else that needs moemory work. these are the only things i can bank on for now. oh and a little luck with MCQ.